Triggger warning, Hia, my name is Samantha, my friends call me Sam Bam, though i do not know how that came about. Before you judge me by my blog or how i look, you should know a bit about me. I have problems, problems i can't fix on my own. I have depression, anxiety, panic disporder, bulima, low self esteem, worth and confidence and i may be bi polar. I am also addicted to self harm. And i have the scars to prove it. I am not happy with who i am, or how i look. Basically, i hate myself. I come on here to vent ad blog because i really dont have anyone else to vent to. I also do so my boyfriend knows whats wrong without having to tell him. I do not promote self harm in any way!!! I have a blog of my own pictures with a password so no one is triggered. If you'd like to know it you can ask but i may not give it to you. People have told me i've helped them through my youtube account, which is vampirexfreakxlove2. I want you all to know i am here, i am a safe person you can run to. I wont judge you. I promise. I love you, i dont want you to feel hopless and worthless like i do so i will do what ever i can to make you smile and just be there for you. I know what its like to be forgotten or ignored and i wont ever make you feel that way. I promise. writers blogs stuff ive written/the-imagination-of-a-cutter